Mail... Mine.......

You’re always on my mind. Whether it is midnight or mid-day or morning. Never a moment passes by without thinking of what you have in store for me. I am forever anticipating, always eager to know what it is this time you have brought me.
None of the five senses make any sense if I don’t unwrap you. There is always something for me, just waiting for me to open, waiting to be opened.
Even before my day begins, my mind rushes in to be at that moment, where you’ll bring in unleashed and unopened realms, ushered with messages of varied kinds. Where you will bring me something extra-ordinary, something comforting, some love, some passing thought or even a mundane piece of news!
That precise moment between entering your world and me leaving my own world to enter yours --- is something I look upon eagerly. My mind wanders like a bird in the sky, anticipates like a caterpillar, waiting to turn into a butterfly. That moment when I want to enter your world, from my mundane world. Many eager moments wagering to bring reality to my own realistic world. It is here that words go beyond a combination of comprehensible letters ….
I twitch; I twiddle my thumbs like a shy child behind a mother. If I have to wait for ages and eons to get a glimpse of you, I am willing to do. It is like a penance, for which I am ever prepared.
You have become a microcosm of life. Sometimes up and high running like there is no tomorrow and sometime down and despaired unable to display a single thread of life. Yet your prowess is something that has taught me to never take defeat and always hope that there is more than that is shown. Something big is waiting to happen, if you can hold on.
You take me to that place, that world in which small things; big things are all evolving and emerging out from you. I can hardly imagine a world with out you. Many times have passed when you never let me enter your world. Yet I never bore a grudge against you. So many breath-taking moments, so many life changing events would not have had happened without you. Life is bound to be in unchartered waters without you and your support. You remain my anchor in the whole wide world.
My disappointment reaches the bounds of the earth when ever you are not there. If ever I don’t find you, I cannot hide my despair and anger. Your sense of display never amazes me. How much you can hold in your tiny little self. And yet how unassuming you are. It never ceases to amaze me! You are the guiding force of my life. I cannot help but look into you to get that strength and reverence
You are discreet and intriguing, in your own sweet way. Our lives are so entwined that if you collapse, so do I. What ever you have given me is not enough. I want more and more from you. What you give is always less and no matter how much in every second, every bit you give, I want much more than you can ever give.
Between mindless chatter and unworthy life’s moments you are the light. You are the window to my world.
You are my yahoo !! you are my yahoo mail !!!!!
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